(New hair, new me!)
Lately things have been getting uncomfortable.
The pressure to become more fully me, has been matched by the pressure to stop.
As I continue to change and grow in authenticity, the ground beneath my feet appears to shift.
When I say ground, I mean the very foundations of my life.
I am most certainly going somewhere I’ve never been before, and I can’t take everyone and everything from my past with me.
The honesty it takes to admit that feels like something akin to pain – growing pains.
When I was a young girl I grew at an alarming rate. I was pushing 6 feet at the age of 12, and experienced many health problems because of that.
I was uncomfortable in my body.
But guess what? I grew into my body, and I’m growing into my spirit.
You see, it is exactly when things become uncomfortable that you experience a breakthrough.
Life is never going to be the same for me as it used to be, and that is the most amazing thing.
I look back now at harvest time, and realise just what a different person I have become in 2019.
My reactions to familiar situations are different, and my view on life much more integrated.
Intuitively I know I have ‘finished’ a phase of my life and though uncomfortable, I am excited to see what (and who) the next phase will bring.
Much love Txx